New Year Grinch

I’m not really sure why, but for myself… I’ve never thought much to New Year. Even as a young child I remember finding it overwhelmingly saddening. I didn’t know that I was on the autistic spectrum until I was diagnosed a couple years or so ago, but maybe that’s part of the reason? I thinkContinue reading “New Year Grinch”

A nightmare I can’t wake up from.

It feels like I’ve been watching myself get taken back over by Anorexia. It feels like one of those bad dreams you want to wake up from, but the reality is…I am awake & this is my life. Recently it feels as though I’ve been standing behind a mirrored window where I can see out,Continue reading “A nightmare I can’t wake up from.”

This year I’ve learnt that… I’m not learning this year…

It’s been a while since I last did a blog post… I kind of lost inspiration with it. Instead of using writing to help me through difficulties.. I’ve essentially done the opposite. I lost the motivation I think & when I lose motivation I do the opposite of what would actually help & although IContinue reading “This year I’ve learnt that… I’m not learning this year…”

Wednesday thoughts… ~ ‘Happy’ #humpday ๐Ÿช

My mind’s having a bit of a stress over life today, because I want to recover so much & itโ€™s painful to still be constantly fighting it, but if that wasnโ€™t already stressful enough…these flipping TV programmes that are being aired have left me feeling even more frustrated! I want to tell someone off forContinue reading “Wednesday thoughts… ~ ‘Happy’ #humpday ๐Ÿช”

27th July-2nd August ~ Twenty-Twenty.

Monday – Rain. Lots of rain! It was definitely an inside day. I had therapy this morning. Iโ€™d been struggling a bit mentally with a date. I feel the subject is a bit of a taboo subject, but also a necessary one because itโ€™s a conversation that people feel awkward discussing. I also know thatContinue reading “27th July-2nd August ~ Twenty-Twenty.”

20th-26th July ~ Twenty-Twenty.

So Monday…Iโ€™ve already documented the 20th in a previous blog post – it was a bit of a right-off tbh, so my week started on Tuesday instead. ๐Ÿ˜‚ Tuesday – I woke up feeling a lot better psychologically. Got up, showered & dressed straight away, so there was no loitering in bed allowing time forContinue reading “20th-26th July ~ Twenty-Twenty.”

13th-19th July ~ Twenty-Twenty.

I actually have more to say about this week than I thought I would. Iโ€™m mainly just typing this as a diary recap for myself if anything, so excuse the length & boringness of my life. ๐Ÿ™Š๐Ÿ˜‚ Monday – Would it even be a Monday without an AM appointment? ๐Ÿ˜†๐Ÿคทโ€โ™€๏ธ When I have therapy IContinue reading “13th-19th July ~ Twenty-Twenty.”